I started writing a post this morning about negative things. It was going to be a post of me bitching. I feel that I often bitch way to much and would like to just stop bitching.
I don’t really think that I’m a pessimist, but i’m not really an optimist either. I have always thought that I’m a realist. This is ofter construed with pessimism.
It is not that I see the glass half full or half empty. I see the glass full all the time. Though it might only be half full of what I want, it is still completely full. I have to accept that the other half is something that I do not want, but I do not have to like that other half.
I have thought a great deal about it. I feel that I will start to hide that side of me that is a realist from the rest of the world. This will more than likely help me with my co-workers. If I’m not showing myself to them, then they will think that everything is just fine.
As for my friends? Well they will just have to deal with me. I think that my friends understand and like that about me. If they didn’t, they would be like my co-workers. There is one thing about my friends though. They let me vent and it is a good thing. At times you need to just get things out.
I don’t want more friends. I just want people to stop bitching about me, so I’m going to work on a more positive display of myself. Maybe, just maybe, by believing and displaying a positive self image I might be more positive about things.