JB sent me this story. I think that I would have killed my self on the oil rig.

Heather

Short post, I just don’t want to take away from the story.

I’m getting Amie Street Music Wednesday done today. The one song that this band has on Amie Street is bad ass. I don’t know how else to describe it. Well I could. Maybe.

Static Circle has a great sound. I think that they might sound a little like Sether, but I have not heard Sether in a long time. Maybe I will break out some of their music tonight with this one and compare.

Pressure is a great song. I needed something like this today. Stressed about everything in life almost. It really helps to have something that will help take out the aggression.

I went searching around the internet because they only had one song on Amie Street. You know a band that sound like this is bound to have more out there and they could be just testing the waters of Amie Street to see how the community reacts to their music. Well they got one out of me.

I joined their MySpace friend. I’m going to try and see if they will get the rest of it up on the site. i only buy music from Amie Street any more. So if it doesn’t make it then I will not be picking it up. I hope they will see the need to put the rest of the album up.

Other Sites: MySpace, CD Baby, Last fm, Amazon

What money? It is all being spent on gas, to get to work to make more money. On top of it costing me twice as much to get back and forth to work this year as it did last, the wife went into the hospital a few months back.

I was staying a float with side projects. Those projects have slowed. I’m not sure if I just suck at supporting them, or if after hours support is no longer enough and they have moved to people that can support them during the day.

I am now in a very stressful area, that I do not think that I have been in before. The wife needs test done so that they will keep her on her medication. There are risk with the medication, and it does need to be monitored. We just don’t have it.

On top of that, I am in a friends wedding in 2 weekends. I still have yet to figure out how I’m going to come up with the money to finish paying for the tux. Personally the wife is much more important than a friends wedding. Sorry Rick.

I have climbed out of situations before, nothing reguarding someone health though. So I’m really stressed. I feel almost at a breaking point. I just want relief. How the hell was I supposed to know that my car would break down, and my wifes and I would be stuck with a $320 car payment. I shouldn’t have bought a bed a year ago. I’m just really at an end with everything. I knew that I should have never moved the slider to improve my life style. I was able to handle bumps in the road better. Living a minimulist life style.

People say when you get married things change. I am here to say that they do. Things changed before we got married though. I did what ever I could in my means to make sure she was safe. From the place we live in to the one car we now have. I drove the beater, it was my choice.

The wife deserves better and I’m trying to provide that better. It is getting harder and harder though. Debt consolidation is a thought, but I’m not sure how all of that works, and I’m not up for someone fucking me in the ass again.

So with all this said. I think that I will just keep plugging along. I will figure out something. I have survived this far, and I have been able to live life at some points.

Well It is Sunday. Saturday went well. Friday evening not so great. I missed the exit, more or less thought it was another exit. I was supposed to turn on to HWY 138, and I went to exit 138. It was about 50 miles out of the way. Back tracking was another 50 miles. So I arived really late to JB’s house.

Got about 3 hours of sleep and then headed to the lake. I did some kneeboarding and was pulled behind the boat on a tube. Needless to say, I always get beat up by the tube. The boss likes to try and through you off. I thought that I would be smart and shift my weight. That didn’t work out so well. The tube went up in the air and tossed me off. I think I was doing about 30 mph when I hit the water. I busted a nut, and felt sick to my stomch.

The food was great. It always is. Burgers for lunch and beef tender loin for dinner. Margarita in the middle, with chips and salsa.

I didn’t over do it this year. Last year my shoulders were on fire. They hurt. I was also had a really bad sun burn. This year I walked away with a mild sunburn. More than likely, I will just peal a little, I’m sure my forehead will.

I was supposed to head over to a friends house that night, but I was just too tired. I was having trouble driving. The wife, I think, was in worse shape than me. I really do not think that either of us would have been able to make the trip all the way home. We camped out at JB’s one more night. Just wanted to be safe instead of sorry.

I have been really busy at work lately and it has taken its toll on my blog. I have not been able to update in a few days. I even missed Amie Street Music Wednesday again! It drives me crazy to miss it. I even worked on picking out a song. I did get some more music from Amie Street though, that is something I’m always glad to get.

Heck, I’m tired right now, but that is mainly from staying up til 3 am. I know my fault, still doesn’t help me right now knowing that.

I do not want to get into the details of work. It just pisses me off that I’m the one scrambling and I can’t do anything about other people. So I’m left looking like the ass when it doesn’t get done. Sometime I wish I could just give people information late and watch them break their necks trying to get it done. When someone does that, you are really working hard, not for you, but to make someone else look good. Even more so when you are in IT.

So other than work draining the life out of me this past week everything has been good. I’m breathing, for now. Still breathing though.

I hope that yall enjoy your weekend and don’t drink too much.